Choices

perhaps it’s age,

or maybe the shattering mirror

of believing you cared as deeply as you claimed.

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Sadly, you are not capable of depth,

a deceiving mirage…

DAYS!!!

How do you bed someone after mere days?

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There are times when I don’t know how to stop loving you,

Tender pain and anger pierce through me,

I still crave you.

DAYS… mere days!

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Deep breaths,

to hold back tears refusing to halt,

so, I let them fall.

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This time I will let you go,

Reminding my brain that you’re just a memory, is tricky;

it conjures images to crave you,

I check my phone, obsessing.

Reminder: I was not worth your unworthy time.

Distance and space will scab the void.

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I thirst to love and be loved in return!

A partnership and relationship of mutual respect,

entangled in independence that strives for more,

communication that doesn’t punish!

I am so sick of toxic!

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A partner in balance,

a worthy hand that steadies,

and most of all,

love that chooses me, no matter what!