Embody the silence, Expand the chest; 3… 2… 1… and… exxhhaalle… The sharpest edges of pain have turned dull, Breathe in; 3… 2… 1… Exxhhaalle… It’s so hard to write when there’s no pain, Just silence to fill time. Mushy brain, Can’t remember anything! There’s no need, Breathe in; 3… 2… 1… Exxhhaalle… The once rising phoenix, Now lies dormant amongst the ashes. She has … Continue reading Embody The Silence
Loving you was all consuming, Feeling like I couldn’t breathe; I forged forward, Despite your nonchalant care! Until I just couldn’t… The image of you sneaking in at night, Waking from deep sleep to wrap my arms around you, Breathing you in! Our fingers interlaced under my pillow, Your warm body molding around mine. I miss you so much! The tears hit the page as … Continue reading Please, Just One More Day
Dutiful responsibilities squared away. Searching but not looking, Slow death please go away! Pushing to punch, Looking to improve, But the hollowness lingers. Everything is so great! Yet in the darkness, Hollowness creeps and takes hold. Smile turned on, So hard to strive. Can’t cry, Is it not strength? Hollowness you won’t win! Continue reading Hollow Pain
This stupid feeling! Why won’t it just leave me alone?! The ball in my throat beckons a cry, But for what? There’s nothing to say, Hanging on words and waiting, Is just not my way. It was great! A dream worth waiting for, But it’s creeping away. Helplessly I just sit and wait. Emotional Intelligence, the professor said; Must be recognized to control. But I … Continue reading Stupid Feelings!